January 2012
when in doubt, just imagine an entire theatre of people watching your life like a movie - totally understanding what you’re going through. it makes things a lot more tolerable and kind of funny. i think it helps you get a grip of how life should really happen and how people should go about living it.
* just an opinion

i feel this is how i look to people most of the time
hope is so strong that it can convince someone to believe they will see their dead lover float back to shore, anytime they look out at the big black sea. hope is the drug that reveals hallucinations as reality.
this is the tortured and broken reality, of a reality starved soul
drugs are hard to quit because the world is really scary without them
because the internet didn’t exist, boys would be more curious about sex rather than just downloading porn from the comfort of their own cum-stained room
but because of this boyish curiosity, it created a certain kind of behaviour that we now associate with boys
all devious and cunning
what if facebook was all italicized, i’d feel classier i know that for sure
i was born a harmony singer, definitely not a band leader
pari passu - aequo animo
to portray useless things in a different context, in a different time period perhaps
twitter for egyptians
to prove how dumb these things really are by realization of “un” necessity
gold gilded self-pity: i just realized that i’m always like, i’ll look back on this and i’ll be okay then and just pass this off as a sign of perseverance, but when is that going to be?
ask why, until you can answer without question