in the name of pride
i think pride is something we should earn, by someone else, like a name. i don’t find it comfortable or right that we assume that we all are just born with it.
all my children
it’s always sunny curb breaking bad wilfred fresh-prince the walking dead
my favourite colours exciting turquoise mellow lilac vogue red M.I.A.yellow gold milky green pierced orange rusty faded pink freeze struck blue
elliot donovan james arthur donna
just because i don’t, doesn’t meant i can’t. doesn’t mean i won’t.
and it's back 12(9)
and i realize i’m not doing a raw diet so much as a vegan diet. interesting.
i wish it was Christmas, i want to see a ballet and cook some nice food and be warm and dress fancy and listen to classical music and write but even better i want to earn a feeling of accomplishment
day 2 of unhealthy kick
i should get back into being healthy. i think i ate enough fat today to kill a moose. but that’s okay. it’s O.K.
i judge people on their ability to name a pet and...
if war had a soundtrack
bag of popcorn small steak corn a couple cookies cool whip hey whoa caloric city
i've decided, today i'll do what i like always
i wonder what oj. simpson is thinking right now i wonder where my history prof. is i wonder what was the last thing johnny depp laughed about i wonder what next trend or huge creation is being created right now someone was just born someone was just dumped someone was just killed someone just puked someone just had their first kiss someone is looking for the asparagus someone wants to be hired...
today isn't yesterday and tomrrow won't be today
went to naniamo today had an amazing supper, realized i didn’t eat anything all day. it was weird. i had some nuts and a banana and some diabetic drink and an apple and an orange. went for a run but didn’t go down Sandwell path but thighs are shraaaankin’ and so is belly and i can do sit ups comfortably and my goal is to do a bridge. i’m trying to strengthen my back too....
life is a dick suck it fuck it or get fucked you choose
10 (7) i'm addicted to almonds
had work today, my stomach fat is shrinking and so are my thighs, i still want to rip my calves off but yea whatever. i ate this today and it’s been good: almonds, banana, orange, coffee - breakfast spinach salad with little bit of carrot, some sunflower seeds, some sprouts, some dried cranberries, and some almonds with a oil/vinegar dressing - lunch green/ginger tea when i got home: ...
good things to keep in mind
montreal first day back at uni family picnic pay day finishing this course new clothes birthday michele’s visit fredricton to see megan health short shorts showing poh-poh & emma who da BOSS i want pizza hut pizza and some mochi before i get back to school fucking. fuck and something terrible and deep-fried like a beaver tail
9 (6) i feel good
today i didn’t run but i had work for 8 hours which is a pretty good workout because i’m a maid at a resort. i had lots of good food today, like natural food possesses shit that only natural shit can produce. everything else manufactured just blows. look at me being all elite, but seriously, there are some natural foods that just can’t be beat. i think shitty food is only for...
gravity only really works one way
k well, i’m hungry. had some grapes, an orange, an apple, some almonds, a peach and some crackers. it’s almost 10am. i don’t know what to do. oh yea, ow my body. time to do some sprints my mind says: FUCK YEA LET’S SPRINT the fat at the back of my ass and thigh says: fuck off. i am so discouraged right now, even though i know i shouldn’t be. fuck this is hard...
it’s days like these where all i want to do is just sit in bed and eat pizza. but i won’t because i know it won’t be worth it and i’ll feel like shite later. my calves hurt and my body is tired. wahn wahn wahn wahn wahn. different exercise today because i ate ALL The trail mix. walking into town. i don’t know how far that is but yea, i’m going to do that ...
it rained this morning, and i didn’t do anything but paint my nails and eat some trail mix and an orange and some pickle, last night i ate a ridiculous amount of the trail mix, i felt so sick. but now it’s nice out and i’m about to go out for my run, but it’s really the last thing i want to do. but i’m going to make myself go because there are just too many things...